A Request

Dear God,

Here I am again. Scared. Confused.

I've made a number of decisions lately which resulted to some not so good things. Though, I'm not sure yet if I really did make the wrong move; one thing's for sure - I was happy with it.

Almost two years ago, I promised myself and my family that I would look for a lifetime career. I told my dad that it would take some time. I also said that I would try and try to get the perfect job for me. But God, I also felt scared that time. You know that life's getting tougher these days; I was so afraid not to have a job. I also enjoyed my job because of my friends, some students, and the time it gave me to do all my homework in the graduate school. Thank you, Lord.

Now God, I'm ready to start something new again. But I'm still apprehensive because of the stories of my friend who's looking for a job now. She's having a hard time finding one. Please help me, God. But looking at it now, I know You have a plan for me. I TRUST YOU.

I'm going to apply for a job tomorrow. Please guide, bless, and guard me. I hope I'll be able to do my best and be true to myself. So, help me God. ☺


P.S.
Lord, we're having a small family problem again. Please help everyone forgive and most especially, the person who committed a mistake. I hope in Your guidance, he could change for the better. I'm begging You, Lord. Please.