Being in the heavy side is in my dad's family and "eating" has become our hobby in all the sense of the word. We just so love it! As I grew older, I tried to cut it for a million times. Luckily, I was successful twice!
First was when I was forced to because of the coming prom. I was too scared to be the ugliest in the event; so, aside from the dance practice at school, I exercised at home and avoided to eat rice too. Canned tuna was the culprit why I went back to eating rice again. (I know, just an excuse!) I guess it was also because I didn't find time to exercise during college.
The second one was just recently. My sister's friend discovered this diet pill which was also effective for us. Also, I with my sister quited eating red meat. I really disciplined myself not to have sweets; just fruits and vegetables. Having fresh juices helped a lot. But I guess, being in love was the chief reason why I was so determined to lose weight. Wherefore, I stopped doing them when I fell out of love. (Wrong motive!)
Now you can picture how dieting has always become my problem. HUGE PROBLEM! I'm certain of what I want: I have to lose weight for health and aesthetic reasons. Though when I see food, I'm always ready to munch them. Everyday, I desire a certain taste; be it sweet, salty, spicy, or sour (that would surely complete my day). Everyday's a struggle. Oh boy! Tomorrow's another day, another test of my drive and discipline..
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