Soliloquy

Here I am again.. listening to the music.. looking blankly at the computer.. thinking of what to write.. In the radio, they're talking about job and career.. Which one do I have now? A job which provides me a living or a career or passion that I enjoy doing? I actually have both; that's good! But it doesn't really do much in term of financial matters. I couldn't even pay half of our house's bills. I couldn't give my mom something she could use for her medicine. My salary's not even enough for all my expenses. My parents still have to support me. Ugh! I hope a time would come when I'll be the one to help them.

I'm not doing anything now. My reports are already finished. I'll have my class in forty minutes. I don't know what to do. When I'm busy, I can think of a bunch of things to do. But now that my schedule is super loose, I don't know what to do. I want to study Spanish; but, I left my notes at home. Oh yeah! I can study on line! I can look for and memorize the verb conjugation on line! Yay! Ciao!