Dreams DO come true

Last night, I was looking for some stuffs when I found my old notebooks. My goals three years ago are all there. Here they are:

• Have postal and SSS IDs.
• Have an account at BDO.
• Work in a call center.
• Study Spanish.
• Enroll in a graduate school (Ateneo, hopefully).
• Learn how to drive.
• Brush up on the programs I learned at Informatics.
• Take the Civil Service Exam.
• Have my ID pictures ready in my bag.
• Work abroad.

It's funny! Some of them were already big deal for me. Some were just my simple dreams. I was nostalgic last night; and at the same time, happy that most of them came true. Yessss! God/ess helped me realized them! Now, it's clear to me that it really helps if you write what you want to do. Aside from using it as a checklist, you can also look at it every day to be inspired. What I like about it now is the fact that I'm able to see how I thought before and how a few of my aspirations have changed a bit. Nothing much has changed. I still want to accomplish those I haven't.

Hmmm.. Because writing my dreams seems to be very effective for me. I'm writing my new goals to be achieved soon (I hope).. They're:

• Be good at Spanish.
• Finish my Masters degree.
• Teach at a special or a preschool.
• Lose weight.
• Learn how to swim and/or to drive.
• Take and pass the Civil Service Exam and LET.
• Work abroad.
• Brush up on the programs I've learned at Informatics.
• Buy a house and a car in the metro (for my family). *wink*
• Go to Spain for a vacation.
• Hmm.. I'm thinking if I'm now ready to have a boyfriend.. I might add it..??

There! That's all what I can think of right now. I want to psych myself that if it's God/ess' will, they will all come true. I'd like to believe that we're here to dream and pursue them. Every day, we've to take one step towards it (as what's said in one of my fave poems). I'm gonna post it one of these days. We can do it!

LET'S KEEP ON DREAMING! ^-^

Odd Wednesday

For some reasons, I've found this week weird. I don't know.. I had this feeling that something not good was gonna happen. It just didn't feel right. Monday has passed.. Tuesday was boring.. Then came, Wednesday.

I have more free time now since I've already discovered how to make my reports faster. I thought I could just chill after my marathon classes. When I was about to do it, my friend J came to me crying and telling me that our other friend L filed her resignation and left already. It was her last day. I didn't know how to react. I didn't even have a chance to see her yesterday! I was just having a chat with her (online) an hour ago. She was asking me if I could sub for one of her classes. It didn't sink in. Actually, it still hasn't.

A few hours after that, we were informed that we can no longer open websites which aren't related with our classes. No more yahoo, facebook, youtube.. BAD TRIP! As far as my friends and I are concerned, we only browsed through those when we were relaxing! They may have valid reasons for deciding such; but, I think people naturally need time to do fun things. We're not machines, man! Oh well, I can't do anything about their rules. As long as I'm here with the company, I've to follow them. I've to really really know them by heart. BECAUSE.. I should know how to break them. *wink*

Another "(quote unquote)" mishap happened on my way to school. I rode this FX going somewhere in Marikina thinking that it would bring me to Katipunan. But, no! The driver used another route! Guess where it took me! To SM Marikina! Times like this, a few days before the pay day, my money's just enough for me to survive the remaining days. Ugh! I had to ride a cab to school. Thank God, I made it safely!

At home, Mommy wasn't in a good mood. She was a bit annoyed by us. I couldn't help but answered her in an irritable voice also when we talked. (I'm so sorry!)

I talked to God/ess in my room.. Asking Him/Her questions.. Telling Her/Her how I felt.. I fell asleep crying maybe not just because of all that happened but also because of relief that the day finally ended. It was definitely an odd day; but, I'm still thankful that it wasn't bad at all. ^-^

Trying..

I always wanted to be a good writer. Though, I always had doubts that people might say something not good about my writings, that my grammar wouldn't be good, that I would just repeat what others already wrote, etc, etc..

Then, yesterday, I read my friend's blog and I did like it! It was so nice! It moved me. Here I am.. trying to write again. This time, I will keep it for myself first. ^-^

Now, I can confidently blog what's on my mind without any worries that others might not like it.