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I love you, Jesus! Thank you for this awesomely wonderful day!
For the mean time, may I just enjoy every moment of it.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

☀Signs☀

Are signs for real? I don't know. The only thing I'm sure of is I've asked You to give me one if he's really not meant for me. This week, we didn't have the chance to talk. I miss him terribly. Is that Your sign? :( Please help me, God...

SOS

Help! I don't know what to do! This feeling's not helping me at all. I easily get lost. I easily lose focus. I can't concentrate. He's always on my mind. I get conscious when he's around. I can't be myself anymore. I wanna tell him a lot of things. I wanna share what happened to me. I wanna ask how he's been. But for some reason, I can't. Oh God, what should I do? Who should I ask for help? I have no one to ask. They might not understand. I want us to remain friends. But, how? I guess I'm too old for this. How come I'm still a naive when it comes to this? Please help me, God. I really don't know what to do. I'm so lost right now. I can't get him off my mind. Really! Oh Good Lord, You're my only hope. Please do help me. Please. You have plans for us, right? I TRUST YOU. May I be able to understand why I have to go through this right now. I have a lot of things to do. I really don't get it.
Again, You're the only one I trust. Than You, Lord!

Love Song

I didn't find you attractive at first.
I thought you were gay; I hope you're really not.
I'm not sure when it started;
I just woke up one morning realizing how happy I am when I'm with you.
I suddenly find myself smiling.
Out of the blue, I catch myself thinking of you;
I feel my face blushing when your name is mentioned.
I don't understand where the pain comes from when they match you with another woman.
I don't know why it hurts.
After quite some time, I again start listening to love songs.
Again, I hear myself singing those songs.
How many times do I have to feel this?
How many times should I need to be hurt to finally find the one?
At the back of my mind, I'm hoping that it's you already.
I'm praying.