Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Are you alright?


You've not been on line these past few days,
You're not updating your status on facebook,
I hope you're just busy,
I wish you're okay.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

ReLive


In the past few months, you would notice on my blogs that I wasn't feeling well. As a matter of fact, I didn't have much entries. I wasn't feeling good and was getting tired of my work. I would always complain that to my friend. My life was as if didn't have any direction. Then this morning, while talking to my mom, I found meaning to what I'm doing again. Her former co-teacher asked her to buy some balloons for the students' prom this February. Suddenly, Mom reminded me of our plan to put up a preschool in our town. I almost forgot it! I was so preoccupied with the things that I didn't like. I told myself, "Yeah, there's a reason why you're doing what you're doing! That's the purpose why you went to graduate school!"

Mom and I agreed to have the school in a lot she bought several years ago. We'll hire her friends and former co-teachers. At the start, we'll have fifteen (15) students in the morning and another 15 in the afternoon. There will be nursery, kindergarten, and prep. In God's grace, we'll build it in 2011 or 2012. In my heart, I know that dream will come true. My mother and I certainly know want we want because we won't do it just to have profit. My former school's preschool there was already closed because of lack of budget.

Having that in mind, I definitely know what I want now. I'll strive to get that.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Wish For


I miss being a kid,
Going to school in the morning,
Coming home early,
Playing with my friends,
Sleeping at noon,
Eating snack when I wake up,
Doing my homework,
Riding a motorcycle with Tatay,
Going to the market with him,
Waiting for the food that Mom used to bring,
Sleeping beside both of my parents.
I miss our house.
I miss the province.
I miss everything about being a child.
But I'm a grown-up now.
I'm in fact already getting older.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

What an adventure!


I really think that any job with field work would be the most fun and the most exciting work I could have. I could go to a lot of places and meet different people...

Today, I left the house early to go to the dentist. I don't know what's special with this day that I became curious of the people I saw on the spur of the moment.

I noticed the boyish woman who owns a store on our street. She's always there everyday. I wonder if she doesn't get tired of staying there.

While waiting for the dentist, a middle-aged woman entered the clinic. I scrutinized how she dressed and wondered what her job is. It didn't take me long to figure it out. She cheerfully gave a letter to the receptionist not minding if the latter smiled back. I asked myself why she looked so happy even she was obviously tired (because she was perspiring) already. She was in a hurry though. Maybe, she had to go somewhere else yet. I wish I could be as thrilled with my job as she is.

After a while, the dentist, who has been my doctor for quite sometime now, came. Oh no! He had to fill two of my teeth. I should have taken care of them more. Anyway, because I was acting like a pryer this morning, I observed that he goes out after the consultation. He's always the one who receives the payment. I just noticed. Ha-ha!

On the bus, a young boy with a huge plastic bag got on. He was in good spirits. He would not be included here if he didn't give each of the passenger a piece of paper. It was a note saying that he's a student selling some sweet delicacies for his education. I was about to buy but I remember my teeth. Good thing the bus conductor did. When the boy got off, I thought if he was a real student trying to lift his life up or a bogus one deceiving people.

My pondering was supposed to end when I was getting off the bus but I saw a couple with a newborn. They still look young. I think I'm older than the lady and about the same age as the man. She was carrying the infant and he was holding some stuffs. It was drizzling when we got off; so, I brought my umbrella out right away. I checked if they had an umbrella. They didn't! What should I do? I couldn't bear seeing baby in drizzle like that! I shared the umbrella to the mother. She said thank you. Oh! Why are there people like that? If you're a parent, I believe you should be responsible enough already. Please God! I hope I will be one by the time I have a child.

Yes people! That was how I was meddling into other people's lives earlier. I couldn't help it! It's always an adventure when I'm on the street! I wonder what people think of when they see me... Or the question is... Do they notice me? He-he!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

♥think think♥


I wonder what you're doing now... Hmmmm... Why are you still on line? (Haha! Stalker!)