I need a Nudge.

Wow. My world just moved 180%. Exactly a week ago, I was on cloud 9, but I don't know what happened, or maybe I'm just in denial that I still depend my happiness on other people. This is not really easy. I have to remember that - God makes all things beautiful in His time. My faith has to be stronger for I have to strongly believe on that.

Bliss in Progress

Dear God,
I would just like to thank you for this day. First time! It's one of the happiest days of my life, so far. Thank you!
Again, you know my deepest desires, oh Lord. I trust You. :)

Nightmare?

Today, I dreamed of your supposed girlfriend again. Yes again, because it's already the second time. In my last dream, you just said that you already have a girlfriend and that were meeting her. Today, I saw her. I saw her face and it does hurt. :( Please help me, God! What are my dreams trying to tell me?